Something from my heart.

you're like the fire burning inside my heart,
its explainable like the born of the stars,
so yes i love you and its deep from my heart,
you'll be feeling me when we're not apart...

so marry me now,
cause there are no frowns,
and you will never be alone,
as you'll be in control,
cause love is all we have,
and the crown will be your hat.
So love me...

Well, she told me something which is quite shocking about 2 hours ago. It's 2 o'clock in the middle of the night right now and i can't seem to get myself any sleep. So, above is a song i'm working on for her. I know the lyrics are simple, and not really that meaningful, but hey, it's from my heart. I've taken some serious considerations about the thing she told me just now, and my message to her is, Hey bii, i think this is a test given by God to us, I know sometimes we can't control our feelings towards people, but there are ways to prevent it. For example, reduce the sms rate between you guys and tell him that we're together already. I know and i understand that the fact of he is a good guy, a gentleman perhaps, but bii, don't you think that letting him into our baby relationship will only cause damages instead of greatness? I'm not stopping you from seeing him or what(you know yourself) so, you still can sms with him or go out with him even after you tell him everything. Like i said, I've changed and i can accept just about anything. I just think there's a little bit of a waste if everything between us is ruined because of this issue. In conclusion, the decision is in your hands bii, i know you love me and i love you, so whatever you do, remember that there will always be a guy at your back, supporting you silently.(That's me!) Sorry, i can't sleep and it's not your fault, don't blame yourself. Its a test from God, so now i would like you to take my hand, side by side and face it together with me okay? One is a loner, two is great and three is a crowd. I believe, together, we can achieve greatness bii. I still can't sleep so there's no good night, i think i'm staying up all night. Anyway, I love you and no matter what are the people are gossiping behind us, I still know that we love each other. I love you. Have a nice comfy sleep. =]